Saturday, August 13, 2022

This Hesitancy to Trust

This Hesitancy to Trust

By Steve Beckow

Posted August 13, 2022

While looking for something else, I came across this sentence from Michael:

“This hesitancy to trust … is also, of course, as you well know, a hesitancy to trust oneself, to trust that in fact what you feel about yourself is trustworthy.” (1)

When I read it I nearly swooned. At that moment I felt that hesitancy to trust myself and trembled.

It wasn’t something special. It wasn’t anything particularly personal.

It was simply a case of a general “hesitancy to trust” anything. It was feeling the “hesitancy to trust” that had me nearly swoon. My gosh, he’s right.

I know where it comes from. I felt myself so deeply disappointed by the number of times a trip we had planned was cancelled by Mom and Dad’s quarreling that I swore never to trust anyone again. That thought exactly fits the way I feel and so I feel release (the truth will set you free).

I keep returning to this passage from Guillaume Pretty about Hitler:

“I’d say that Hitler was a man trying to gamble and that, at the start, the fact that he neglects the whole dimension of strategic tactics, the type of ground logistical problems, all of these oversights don’t catch up with Hitler the war lord.

“And then, one day, all of these conditions for war, which should allow a war leader to grow, catch up with him, and from then on, all his bets systematically fail.” (2)

I keep getting its meaning more deeply. Hitler had the German populace behind him. He’d sold his ideology of German superiority to the country and based his invasion of Russia on it. He had only to kick in the door and the whole building would come tumbling down, he said.

This was the bet he made that ignored reality on the ground. Hitler’s bets began to fail when the Soviets successfully resisted the Nazis. And from that moment on, unwillingness to admit his fatal flaw (letting ideology dictate his military strategy and tactics) led to his eventual downfall.

In my case, I’m hesitant to trust. Instead I gamble that other person will “win me over.” If they do that, I say they care about me and I trust them. If they don’t, I say the opposite.

This hesitancy to trust can become a fatal flaw. My response is (A) to process it (3) and (B) to just stop. When the thought arises, let it go and stop any forward motion. That’s all that needs to be done.

I’m seeing this clearly at this moment although five minutes ago I wouldn’t have been aware of any of it.

I’m hesitant to trust and I create a strategy and tactics based on that foundation, all designed to, by however devious a means, get what I want.

Now that I’ve identified a “hesitancy to trust,” I see that I can recognize it as it arises and choose not to go along with it. This too shall pass and it does. This is the benefit of the awareness path: increasing clarity of mind, decreasing obstacles to love by just being with a feeling or mood until it disappears.


Whether it was a result of writing this article or not, a few days later I actually had the experience of moving from not trusting a person to trusting them. It happened in an instant. The experience was truly liberating.


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Nov. 15, 2017.

(2) Guillaume Pretty, “1942: The Year The Germans Lost The War | Hitler’s Lost Battles,” Timeline, at [], in “Finding Blame is like Making War on a Person,” May 29, 2022, at

(3) Upset clearing process

Remember: Discernment is recommended
my twit change to:

The Truth Within Us, Will Set Us Free. We Are ONE.
No Need of Dogmatic Religions, Political Parties, and Dogmatic Science, linked to a Dark Cabal that Divides to Reign.

Any investigation of a Genuine TRUTH will confirm IT. 
TRUTH need no protection.

  1. Why the (fanatics and fake) Zionists are so afraid of any Holocaust investigations?
  2. Why are corporate media, governments and the social media so afraid that someone will investigate the pandemic and covid vaccines? 
  3. Why is it that in the West, almost any alternative media that is neutral or investigating the Ukraine war, is persecuted, discredited, ridiculed, and in some cases banned.

Main Site:

More @ 

A Trusty with Privacy Search Alternative to Google
(YaCy is free software for your own search engine)

Alternatives to YouTube

Alternative banned videos

All articles are of the respective authors or publishers' responsibility. 

No religious or political creed is advocated here.

Organized religion is unnecessary to spirituality.

Excellent teachings of the masters have been contaminated by the dogmatic control of these religions.

Discernment yes; judgment does not.
If you use discernment you are free to research with an open mind. 

With discernment, it is possible to reach the spirit of the letter of any writing and it is also much easier to listen to the voice of the soul that comes from the heart.
Individually you can be helped to find your Truth that is different from everyone. 

Please respect all credits.

Discernment is recommended.

Like this! please bookmark. It is updated daily

Free counters!

Visitor Map


No comments:

Post a Comment

Starseeds: You Will Get to Go Home

Starseeds: You Will Get to Go Home The 9D  Arcturian Council Through  Daniel Scranton Posted November 25, 2022 Greetings. We are the Arcturi...